"Welcome to a world where people talk about about each other, everyone lies, everyone tries to be something they’re not, nobody can keep a secret, and friendships that lasted years are broke. Yeah, well that’s what you call life. People leave- Life doesn’t stop for anyone. Throughout everything you have to remember that everything happens for a reason. There’s a reason certain people aren’t in your future. And of course, good things fall apart so better things fall together. You can’t be sad. You can’t waste anymore time. Be happy. Enjoy the times you’ve had; Cherish the memories. Remind yourself everyday how great everything is because one day it might not be there. Never take anything for granted. Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. It’s the art of not letting it get to your head, not letting it break your heart, and not letting the world see when it does. We both know there are certain things in life that are better left unknown. Things you wish you never asked, never heard, and something never felt. But what kind of way is that to live life? Live life on the edge of the ledge; to the extreme. Oh, and love the people who treat you right and forget about the people who don’t. Be with the people who make you happy. Never try to be someone you aren’t; One day someone will love you for everything you are, everything you’ve been, and everything you want to be. And when you find that person- never let them go. Stay true to yourself; very few people will stay true to you. Live your life the way you want too. Don’t like something about it? Then change it. You’re in control. And for a minute, forget about what’s coming tomorrow. Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. No obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly.. just the way they should."

I want to move to san francisco

runawaytrainwreck:

crookedindifference:

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Join the club..

Thirded.

Smile. Yes, you!

Ups & Downs.

I woke up to some good email this morning. From friends and friends that I’m losing. The first obviously being the good part. Yesterday was fucked up beyond belief, but that’s over now. And I’m still searching for happiness but I’m getting there, one step at a time. It’s taken me a lot to realise that no matter how much you are there for people, that doesn’t necessarily mean they’ll be there for you. And that I have to stop assuming the best in people’s intentions. I hate being down, and I hate the idea that people just fuck off because the party is over and assume the worst; that I’m not doing everything I can to cheer up. But there’s not much I can do about that. It’s their loss, but it still hurts.

Yesterday, chatting with someone made me have hope in humanity again. But I’ve got to the point I am so apprehensive bout getting better friends with someone, about calling someone a friend, because I always seem to have higher opinion of that sort of stuff than most do. There are some wonderful people in this world, but the last few weeks have shown me even they; are flawed and not worth trusting. And I’m at such a loss as what to do. I don’t want to build something up to have it utterly destroyed again.

Today, I’m going to make some small changes to my portfolio, try to get some work, and chat to a few people. Im going to make the best I can out of today. And that’ll start with Curry, soon. *and in a nonchalant sigh, I just dropped my fist into my nuts by accident (i meant to drop it onto my leg) :/* That’ll serve me right.

I've been up for 32 hours.

It’s time for bed. Thanks so much. Made my day. You know who you are.

Could do with someone to talk to right now.

Anyone about?

Night of intoxication and long chats. Still enjoying it.

Think I’m going to be up a few hours. Very chatty. You know where I am.