looks really yummy. i want a rainbow cake for my birthday!
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I joined Tumblr a long time ago, initially it was just to vent and find help while I was loosing my ex-fiance during the midst of losing my ultimate job, twice in a week, almost losing my family and having had to move back from America. On my side it was very public. I loved that girl to bits at the time. She was Tumblrfamous and the guy she left me for was the biggest Tumblr creep. I think a large part of me thought If I could understand, perhaps learn what everyone loved about him, then maybe I could win her back. I needed some control in my life; I had turned bulimic and was deeply depressed.
Everyone on Tumblr was so nice and kind. My first talk being with Lickystickypicky. They helped me out and gave me a shoulder to cry on. On my next visit to San Francisco, a few Tumblfriends in L.A. told me to come to the Tumblr meetup. I don't have much memories from that night, but standing in my boxers dripping wet from the hot tub introducing myself to people is my favourite. I had a very intense fling with a girl (where I learned "It's okay to be broken") that I adored too much, but it wasn't to be. After that Tumblrfamous mess, I go back to England. I get fucked over by both sets of friends that I had met; both for ridiculous reasons.
Then it brought me to fall in love with another but unfortunately it wasn't meant to be, but it teaches me a lot about myself that I never thought possible.
I discover first hand what it is like to be mistreated in a bad relationship with another girl. It opens my eyes to a lot.
I start to realise how fake people on this earth truly are. And that not everyone has the wants nor the abilities to be honest nor unselfish. Though I do find out there are a few special people out there. A few people worth my time and attention. I start to realise what makes me different from other people; my strengths and weaknesses, Thanks to Tumblr. I knew I was mature beyond my years in some ways before, but I mature other ways and find myself finally in knowledge of everything that makes me. I finally take some peace in the horrors of my childhood and the things that have me permanently broken. I learnt that I can't not help people; the week that I decided I would not help anyone; I found myself trying to help a mother with her marital problems and ex boyfriend problems (all Tumblrs). I know what it's like to go through dark shit and not have anyone, and so I can not help but try and make no one else go through the same... no matter how much it hurts me.
The cause of my suicidal feelings are usually only logic based. The sort of person I am; the want to help anyone and everyone, even if it hurts me; the kind of guy who platonically falls in love with everyone I meet, the kind of guy who is used to online interaction meaning "something". Most people on Tumblr are not the same, and I find myself chasing words of support that are only to put their own conscience at ease.
Tumblr has done a lot for me over the last year I have been on it; I have felt what it is like to be stalked, I have fallen in love, I have fallen in like, I have failed romances and I have come out a better person. But I need some "Me Time" to try and grow myself and be okay with all the bad things going on and how to deal with the reality of that not everyone is like me, and the the fact that that currently holds me back.
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looks really yummy. i want a rainbow cake for my birthday!
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This is so cute. :3 haha. but i doubt it tastes as nice as it looks like. haha. no offence. but yea.
I…want to eat this cake. I want to make this cake. How did they ice it so perfectly?!
This is when I wish I was good at making cakes. Also, that’s a damn lot of icing…
my birthday this year is to make a magical cake like this with my sister. I think we should do three layers instead...
i would really like a pice of this right now
whoaaa this looks soo nice. ((:
(prettyfoods) Doesn’t this makes you smile? And hungry too…..
I’ll be making doberge cakes like this, btw.
—- someone bake this for my birthday
this is equally rad and disgusting.
This is so beautiful. I need to make this.
i want it. i like color. i...actually pastel. light pink light blue, turquoise, you get...
humnomnomnomnomnomnomnom.
Yum yumm YUMMY lol looks tasty
so damn yummy!!!
I’m totally gay...this cake. True story.
Yeeeeeah. :DD Supahh stokedd.
oh fer suree! I AM SOO THERE. Just let me know at the beginning of the day or something. :DD
UMMM…can’t decide if this should be my wedding or birthday cake. :E OM NOM NOM prettyfoods:
HOMOCAKE! this is nowhere near as good as the one Jon made.
i gotta say.. this is pretty awesome.
OMGGGGGGGG this is amazing. I wish my baking skills were that good
I’ll take a slice of this, please, the moment the liquid diet concludes.
imagine doing this with cupcakes or cookies or cookie cut cake~
it;s a gay cake lol
I will have this every year for my birthday. Elle says she will help me make it. WHEEEEEEEEEEE!
Oh, yum. I’m craving cake now. Brilliant.
I WANT TO BAKE THIS!
don’t care if it’s all cream I want to eat it because it’s so pretty :D
That sure is a cake filled with rainbows. IDK maybe one day?
need food pigments!
I love decorative desserts. And this cake reminds me that my 23rd is right around the corner….ew
(or really any form of sugar)...morning. :[ This cake looks like it maybe would be enough...
i do not know what kind of cake this is, BUT I WANT IT.
so where in manila can i find this cake? LOL. Srsly want.
i’m still fasting dammit. xD
For @vjinks. TASTY FOOD! I woud totally eat this. After taking pictures. It would be delicious, to quote Guy Ripley.
OOOOOOOOO: EPIC CAKE
this just made me twice as hungry.
A thousand times this.
oh wow, dont know if I could eat it, it’s too pretty!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT BREAK ME OFF A PIECE OF THAT
i am making this nexxxx weeekk. yumm zomg i wants nao
yeah her birthday is the day before she starts college
aw, *tear*….WAIT! The graduate?
Not for you FOOOOOOO, for mi amiga primera in oregon
what if i baked something like this
OHMYGODDDD! i want to bake one of this :D
another cake project! :D Na, how about this one? :3
i want a cake like this on my next birthday. srsly.
I’m going to make this.
cherry, orange, lemon, lime, blueberry, ..ube?
LAWA JUA CAKE ANI!
GAYNESS, IT LOOKS DELICIOUS
Para mi cumpleaños me hare una torta así, de mi, para mi!
Lol, too much work.
Even a colorblind person could enjoy this.
my teeth hurt from looking at this… but i want one.
mmm =) XD helloimkarla:
That looks thick ,aha!
I am so having this for my birthday next year!
prettyfoods posts always make me super hungry :)
This is the cutest and yummiest looking thing ever! mmmm :-D nom nom nomm bitches!
your such a fruit
Getting in shape goal aside, I MUST make this.
that looks soo GOOOOD (:
would it be too cutesy to bake this cake for my mom’s wedding to her partner, lise?…
i love this cake so much that i might actually try it one day.
YES! you seee how much frosting is on this baby?! its perfectly straight and everything! someday..someday..
Oh my God. Major want.
wow, pretty! kg, i’ll make it for you on your bday :) remind me ha
i think i love you. thanks, lady!
OH SHOOT. THAT LOOKS SICK....wanna make one now. talk about food coloring ;]
I am so totally going to make this at some point!
I want to make this RAINBOW CAKE!
So. Hungry. Right. Now.
fun. I’m not usually...fan of heavily dyed food. I think it tastes weird, but this is a...
*GASP*! It’s so…perfect. I. Want.
one too. This is amazing.
SAM ur killing me w/ ur posts!
Here, Sam, I made you a birthday cake!
I would eat this whole cake.
oh my god! me too! amazing!